On Feelings

i have always been wary about feeling now

but i've always been attached to it somehow
always wondering if i can escape it
or if it will eternally imprison me

but over time i have learned to sit with
discomfort
uneasiness
tension
and a whole lot of
struggle

because i believe that with every
impulse a layer is peeled
a wound is healed
and feelings will be
okay to breathe
again.